Hmmm. I get what youâre saying about the punk scene and that it can be pretty accepting but, I mean, look at the furore over your turtleneck at Deadpunk! I know it was light-hearted and fun (also just downright wrong because you absolutely rocked it, by the way) but, I dunno, I guess when you look around at crowds at gigs, there is a real consensus in the way everyone looks and, I mean, Iâm no different, I adhere to the same code whether itâs intentional or not. I guess what Iâm getting at is: do you think weâre all in this thing because weâve found other weirdos who are kinda the same as us? Or has âpunkâ made us into these weirdos that are actually just the same as the other weirdos but we wear a lot more black?
This is a great question! Patrick from Self Defence Family talked about it a bit in an interview with Punknews when he was talking about sexism in the scene. I don’t want to misquote him, but basically he was saying that of course there is sexism in our scene because there’s sexism everywhere. And anyone who says there isnât, based on their idea of how the scene SHOULD be, is deluding themselves. Listening to punk music doesn’t make us a superior species.
The thing is that kids who get into punk are usually kind of weird, awkward kids. They find a community of similarly awkward people and feel a part of something for the first time and then their sad human instinct is to hate all the other groups and the outcasts. Weird kids who got bullied at school don’t necessarily make the best rule makers.
Now, I think that there is the potential for outcasts to reflect on their own behaviour, look at actions that hurt them or annoyed them in the past (like someone making fun of the way they dressed) and use that experience to work out a better type of human being to be. It’s like the classic bad advice that parents give to their kids when they get beaten up at school. “You should get tougher, and then punch that guy on the nose.” It solves that individual’s short term problem, but it doesn’t do anything to eradicate the problem of bullying, which is a mechanism in our fucked up society for making people fall in line and stay where they’re put.
I think everyone should read Foundation by Isaac Asimov which is all about the decline of a galactic empire and the evils of holding onto old ideas.
The big problem, as I see it, is that there’s too many squares who identify themselves by their proximity to an imaginary ânormâ. They are scared of being not ânormalâ and threatened by (and feel superior to) anyone else who is less ânormalâ than them. Those squares need to understand that their idea of ânormalâ is no more legitimate than someone else’s religion or lifestyle choice or fashion accessory or fucking job. It’s all transitory bullshit and some people in and out of the punk scene are too close minded to get it.
I think so many people don’t even understand what being a cool person means. They don’t understand that it’s generosity and giving people time and listening and learning from everyone else and admitting when you’re wrong and blah blah blah. I don’t think anyone honestly believes that wearing the ârightâ clothes and listening to the ârightâ music and making fun of anyone they perceive as less cool will make them cooler, but sometimes it’s fucking hard to keep believing it.
Sorry, this answer is such a rant.
Definitely donât apologise! Moving on, how long can you see Bangers lasting? Obviously it’s extremely difficult to make a real sustainable living off playing punk music these days. Do you think there would be a day when this would cause you to stop? Did you ever want to make this a career?
There was a while when I wanted Bangers to be my job, but that just ended up bringing me down and made being in the band way less fun. Worrying about money all the time is the worst possible thing you can do if youâre aiming to have a good time all of the time. So, recently I feel like all three of us are spending a bit more time and effort on our real lives so that Bangers can be more fun, and so that we can afford to do things like going to a real studio, or fixing our van or whatever. Itâs also really nice to be able to afford to buy your friends a drink instead of worrying that, if you do, you wonât eat tomorrow – that really gets to a person. I donât see an inevitable end to Bangers because I think that weâll just slow down more and more, but making music with Hamish and Andrew is the best fun Iâve ever had, and I feel like weâre just getting good at it.
You’ve been in bands with Andrew (bass) and Hamish (drums) for years and years. This obviously helps a lot when writing songs, I imagine? Do you take a shell to the band and you fill it out together? Or do you tend to take a more contained thing that then gets slightly tweaked here and there?
This is one of the things that weâve been trying to mix up recently. In the beginning, Iâd pretty much write a song and bring it to practise and weâd learn it. That happened less and less until we got to Mysterious Ways where we were all more or less just pulling shit out of the air in front of our eyes. Then with Bird I guess thereâs a pretty good mix of jams and songs that I wrote. I think that making a good pop song out of a group of noises sometimes needs a bit more control over the structure of the song as a whole, so I generally write the lyrics and the melodies. I think the important thing about writing songs with people (rather than for people) is that you have to be really honest and open to otherâs people input, and thatâs something that weâre getting better at.
On a personal note, your voice is killer on this record and that line in âThe Trousers of Timeâ about escape plans has been stuck in my head since I saw you play at Deadpunk in May, almost on a loop. How do you approach writing lyrics? Is it a constant process where you write lines and then come back and meld them together? Or do you sit and write the whole thing? Do you enjoy writing lyrics? Do you write anything else?
Thank you, Iâm really pleased with how that song came out. My girlfriend mentioned ages ago that Iâd never written her a song and I couldnât believe that she thought that because so many Bangers songs are about us and how we interact together, which is what I think love stories are. But I said to myself that I was definitely going to write an explicit song about the way I felt about her on this album, and thatâs âThe Trousers of Timeâ. Itâs about those days when you just hate everything and you can barely make yourself a cup of tea because the fucking Tories are back in Government, and capitalism is rife, and you canât step outside your own house without a thousand things making you despair, and how the only thing that stops you from wanting to go back to the dimension you came from is that thereâs this little bony flesh bag that youâve fallen in love with which kind of counter-balances everything else. I donât think she liked it.
I write in a constant process where I just wander around and make up rhymes in my head and sometimes they stick and sometimes I just let them go and gradually I end up with songs. I tried keeping notes a while ago, but I ended up writing down all the bad ideas as well as the good ones and looking back through a notepad of bad lyrics is the worst. You end up dreading that someone else will read it and work out that youâre a phony.
As for enjoying it, Brendan Kelly said ages ago that the songwriters he knows tend to just write compulsively and joylessly. To some extent I agree with that, but I do love making up good lines. Iâve been working on a long poem about the Devil, hereâs a bit Iâm particularly proud of:
Ten minutes later in the bathroom
they snorted cocaine and Valium
until she couldnât feel anything
except her bare feet on the porcelain
and by the time she slipped her dress back on
all the young gentlemen and debutantes
were cross legged in the corridor
all banging on the bathroom door
I think thereâs a lot of pleasure to be had from putting words together.
I really like that, I love the way you put your words together and I think a huge draw about Bangers in general is the lyrics. Would you ever consider publishing any of your writing? Is that something youâd be interested in? I mean, Hamish has his Lucida Console zines, so that could be a cool project. On that note, would you do any more voiceover stuff? I really dug the way those Dog Days audiobooks came out. I listened to that stuff in my first year of Uni and it was a great distraction from all the bullshit going on.
Thank you. I used to write a lot of stories, but realistically I have never had the focus to write anything longer than a short story. Songs are easier because there’s really not that many words, and most song lyrics are awful, so you only have to write a song marginally more interesting than the herd for it to be a good song. On the other hand, as soon as you write a book you’re instantly competing with William Gibson, and his use of ideas and language freaks me out it’s so perfect.
As for audio stuff, I like the spoken word a lot and I listen to a lot of audiobooks and radio plays. One of my favourite things in the world is a radio sitcom called Nebulous starring Mark Gatis. Highly recommended to everybody with a goofy sense of humour. I think I’ll probably do more of it in the future, but I’d want to be much better at it than I am, and there’s only so many hours in the day to practise all the things I need to get better at.